Soul-searching..

In need of time, in need of my own space..forgive me for whatever mistakes i've made..circumstances are such that no matter how i try to make things better, it got worse..

I guess the more people try to grip me, the more you try to get hold of me, the more you try to tie me down, the more i'll retaliate, unconsciously..

I have no reasons to lie..but at the same time i think there are things which are not supposed to be shared, things that i just have to keep within myself. Please understand that whenever i chose not to tell, it does not mean that i'm lying. Some things are best kept in our own heart, for not all human beings are transparent.

Friends, for the moment, just let me fly in the path that i have chosen..give me time, space, support and your understanding, because i need them now more than ever. If i came crashing half way, i hope you are ready to pick up the pieces, because i believe true friends will always be there.

I am adjusting my life, trying to fix one problem after another. I am no super human, so please give me time. Sometimes what you do is based on circumstances, and you just cannot explain why you chose to do what you did.

Please don't expect me to be you.., because i am me and i'm sorry if by being me i am not good enough for all of you...

To my family,luv and those who understands, thank you for being there for me.. to the rest, i am sorry for my mistakes.