"holier-than-thou"

For one reason or another, nobody is perfect in this whole wide world. No matter how hard you try to please everyone, still, someone will get hurt.

Now, how do you judge whether a person is bad or not? You CAN'T,because you wouldn't know what he went through in his or her life. We can only know a person as good as how we see him, or what he told us. No matter how, there are still things that can't be told, and it remains a secret in that person's head.

It is sad when after all that you have done, after all the efforts you have put in, after all the help that you hand, you are being judged by one decision that you made. One decision which does not please others. One decision that you made for yourself. What hurts most is when those whom you thought knew you well, those whom you've treasured and cherished all these while turns their back on you. All of a sudden, you are perceived as one mean, useless, mindless, selfish jerk.

Things are already difficult as they are. Please don't make it any more difficult. True friends would have understood. It's fine if you disagree , but at least don't make it more difficult. We can agree to disagree can't we?

You have not come to this stage. If and when you do, when your heart starts to feel, than you will know that no matter how hard you try, you can't lie to yourself.

I know what i did was out of the norm, i am not blind. But if you do not understand, and if you have questions, why don't you come straight to me and ASK? What is the worst that can happen? In fact, you'll get your explanation, and then it is up to you whether or not to accept. But please give me my chance to be heard, because as what I've been hearing throughout my 4 years in law school, "audi alteram partem". Yeah right.Easier said than done.

What i did was different. but at the same time I believe it is not wrong.
I know it may not please a lot of people. i know it is not a popular decision. I'd rather be seen as a mean, selfish jerk, as long as i am being true to myself, as long as I am being myself.

Hypocrites? I am not interested. Please excuse me. Ouch.







P/s: Hidup ini bagaikan roda, kadang-kadang kite di atas, kadang-kadang kite di bawah. Bile kite di atas, jangan pandang rendah pada yang di bawah sebab satu hari nanti, kite mungkin akan berada di sana juga.