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Will be going to Malacca tomorrow till Saturday. Sunday I will be in Gambang. She'll be going to KL soon. Won't get to see her till next week..then i'll be away again for 7 days.

I miss you.

Love.

I love you means i take you for the person you are. It means that i don't expect you to be perfect.

I love you for all your beauty, for all your flaws.

I love you for all your protests, i love you when you are being stubborn, i love you when you are being ridiculous and i love you for the simple fact that you get angry very easily.

I love you when you say hurtful things, because i know you did not mean any of them. I love you when you refuse to text or call me, because that is your way of dealing with your anger.

I love you because i feel comfortable with you, i feel safe when you are around.

I love you because you make me smile, because you make my heart jump like never before.

Happy 6th month's anniversary. Lucky to have you. I love you, berat.



EXEMPTION CLAUSE : gambar di atas ini adalah masa dia tengah elok. kalau tengah garang...scary.gangster.huhu B-)

Happy Birthday Mama

Today (22nd April) is Mama's 48th Birthday.
Happy Birthday Mama.
Semoga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki.



I Love You ~ :)

Crushed...

I can't sleep,
everything i ever knew,
Is a lie,
without you,

I can't breathe,
when my heart is broke in two,
THERE'S NO BEAT,
WITHOUT YOU,

You're not gone,
but you're not here,
At least that's the way it seems tonight,
IF WE COULD TRY TO END THESE WARS,
I KNOW THAT WE CAN MAKE IT RIGHT,
cause baby,

I DON'T WANNA FIGHT NO MORE,
I FORGOT WHAT WE WERE FIGHTING FOR,
AND THIS LONELINESS THAT'S IN MY HEART,
WON'T LET ME BE APART FROM YOU,

I don't wanna have to try,
Girl, to live without you in my life,
So, i'm hoping we can start tonight,
cause i don't wanna fight,
no more,

How can I leave,
when everything that I adore,
and everything I'm living for,
Girl, it's in you,

I can't dream,
sleepless nights have got me bad,
The only dream i ever had,
is being with you,

I KNOW THAT WE CAN MAKE IT RIGHT,
IT'S GONNA TAKE A LITTLE TIME,
LETS NOT LEAVE OURSELVES WITH NO WAY OUT,
LETS NOT CROSS THAT LINE,

I don't wanna fight no more,
I forgot what we were fighting for,
and this loneliness that's in my heart,
won't let me be apart from you,

I don't wanna have to try,
Girl, to live without you in my life,
So, i'm hoping we can start tonight,
cause i don't wanna fight,
no more,

REMEMBER THAT I MADE A VOW,
THAT I WOULD NEVER LET YOU GO,
I MEANT IT THEN, I MEAN IT NOW,
AND I WANT TO TELL YOU SO,

I don't wanna fight no more,
I forgot what we were fighting for,
and this loneliness that's in my heart,
won't let me be apart from you,

I don't wanna have to try,
Girl, to live without you in my life,
So, i'm hoping we can start tonight,
cause i don't wanna fight,
no more...




I will always love you.
I miss you...

I miss you ~

This post is dedicated to my bdak dmok, nurul izzah binti omar.

Let me tell you some facts about this wonderful girlfriend of mine:

1. she's spoilt - or in another word, manja.sangat manja.

2. she eats a lot! - contrary to popular belief, she doesn't take a big portion for her meals..but then, she will eat almost every now and then.

3. when she's moody, let her be. She'll cool down n come back to you not long after that - I'm aware of this fact but i don't know why till now I'm having difficulties leaving her alone when she's not ok. of course, lagi mengamuk la minah ni tapi nak buat macam mana..saya pun tak tau kenapa saya tak boleh biar awak layan perasaan awak tu.sorry.i'll learn :)

4. when you are not okay, she will more often than not get back at you and/or leave you alone - hah.this part is the toughest. scold her and she'll scold you back.be angry and she'll be too. this girl sangat jarang nak jadi air untuk sejukkan keadaan. mengamuk je tau.gangster.but i know she's trying.thank you baby :)

5. she honours her word - whatever she promised to do, be rest assured she'll do it.

6. kuat membebel - cube la tinggal semayang.tgk brape dalam you boleh tahan dengar kata-kata "pujian" dari mulut dia.

7. she'll take excellent care of you - she's a loving girl.but i always believe her love for cats overrides her love for human being.lucky cats.darn.haha.

She'll turn 24 next week, and next week will mark our fifth month together. It has not been easy for both of us but somehow we managed to stay together. Now we have another hurdle to face - distance. I'll be in Kuantan and she'll be in KL completing her chambering. I could not wait to see this girl yang kononnya tak minat law, who complains about her work every single day complete her chambering.

I'm lucky to be part of your life.I miss you.I love you.





"Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love is when realized we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two."

When do i get to play futsal again..?

Dear blog,

I miss playing futsal, i miss running up and down the pitch for the whole one hour, or sometimes more than one hour non-stop, i miss shouting and asking for the ball from my teammates, i miss chasing after the ball, i miss the moments when i can pass the ball to my teammates, i miss the moments when i get the ball from my teammates, i miss the moments when we score goals, i miss the moments we react to a win, to a loss, to a draw, I miss the moments of laughter, anger, frustration and those feelings that we have on the pitch.

I miss my Gamma FC teammates, i miss my Kappa teammates, i miss the other teams who used to beat us as though we don't even know how to play.

Can't wait for adik to get over with his SPM exams. Then, nak ajak dia n kawan2 dia maen bola sampai muak. Can't wait for the next long break, when me and my Gamma FC teammates can gather and challenge other teams. Azmir(Jawa),Aliff(Ateng), Danial(Bakun),Bob(Bobby), Fairul(Askar), Uzair(Penyu), Imran(Kuda), Ariff(Lutut),Hisa(Makelele), bila la agak2 kite smua blh kumpul, pastu lawan team laen lagi eh?

-Can't wait to start kicking the ball, again.-

Hari ini :-)

"It matters not what you are thought to be, but what you are."

Found this quote in a friend's page. It made me think. It made me ponder.

Made a few calls to people i know. People who knew me. Touched by their willingness to listen, to offer words of courage, words of wisdom.

"I'm always behind you."

"Xpe, saba. Aku kenal la ko. Jgn risau aku kan ada."

"Ala amir, kalo tuhan rase ko xleh tanggung die x kasinye ko benda2 mcm ni."

"Stop kisah, stop pikir. Orang xnak paham, biar je."

"Aku rase ada je kan ko buat baik untuk dorg. Kalo orang xleh terima keburukan ko, lantak je la. Owh time ko buat benda untuk dorg bukan main dorg suke. Bile ko buat benda buruk terus xleh terima? Terus lupe ke benda2 baik yang ko buat? Pikir la sdiri bro."


* These are some of the things they said. Again it made me think.

* Yes, i am not perfect. I have my own weaknesses. But at the same time i have my
own strength and qualities.

* To some people, I am still the old me. To others, i am not the same amir anymore.
I guess I just cannot please everybody. And I don't intend to. I am just grateful
with what I have now.





-I made my decision-